in a coffee

“when you feel so tired buy you can’t sleep…. ”
mungkin harusnya saya minum 2 gelas cappuchino… sayangnya hujan… saya lihat ke atas ke sisi gedung setiabudi, dan melihat bagaimana air jatuh dai atas kemudian sadar kepala saya mulai basah lalu bergegas lari ke dalam mobil. Hujan deras lagi.
Saya mencintai langit, terlebih saat sore, ketika hujan datang saya pun menikmati udara dingin yang dibawanya, jakaRtatak pernah terlihat ramah, seperti kuningan dengan besi-besi yang dibuat untuk monorail…seperto grogol yang dipenuhi sekian banyak mobil, seperti perempatan republika yang dipenuhi mobil tiap malam, namun lampu-lampunya membuat tanah itu seperti padang bintang….
but, D’YOU KNOW…. i feel so tired but i can’t sleep…!

i keeP my self in the RighT tracK… so it let you kep yourself in the right track… cause i don’t really see you!

so it’s you versus paradise

it’s you versus paradise

you and the paradise

it’s not enough to let you drown…

desire… and… lovesongs…

faKe….

you aRe noT invited…!!!

daMn,,, otaK saya ngga punya space buat mikirin yang ngga jelas. setelah teman saya berusaha membantu menyelesaikan masalah, tapi masalah yang lebih besar mengambil jatah otak saya.
so i just say… “you are not invited to my worLd!!!” karena memang begitu. saya tidak melibatkan apapun, bahkan sisa karbondioksida dari napasnya. kenapa? “cause you’re not invited!”
kenapa? karena saya bisa lebih keJam…. wuiH,,, paraH…! hahaha!!!

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tidak pernah….

mata, telinga, dan mulut kami
resah, dan nyali
kendali kami tak pernah mati…
sekalipun kami tak henti berdiam diri

“it’s two different things, honey!!! “

tadi saya baru aja nelpon temen kuliah saya yang lagi pengen ngobrol-ngobrol, sorry ngga bisa lama-lama karena saya ada keperluan mendadak yang tidak bisa ditunda, huhuhu! Kita bicara tentang dua orang yang beda, dan saya bilang “tolong jangan bilang karena beda bisa jadi satu… please itu terlalu sering didengar” dan bikin kuping saya panas…. =) liat aja real-nya!!!

Minggu-minggu ini emang nggak begitu ngenakin buat saya…. karena saya bisa hampir gila. damn!. Meskipun banyak yang kejadian namun ada beberapa hal yang membuat saya tetap berada di dalam batas kewarasan. At least saya masih waras sampai detik ini… sampai tulisan ini saya ketik… dan sampai semua realita terlihat,,, bicara tentang kewarasan saya belum sempat selesai baca bukunya paulo coelho yang judulnya veronika memutuskan mati. ada kaitannya, karena beberapa halaman yang saya baca membicarakan masalah kewarasan, dan settingnya pun di rumah sakit jiwa.

sebenernya sampai di batas mana manusia dikatakan tidak waras?
manusia yang membuat dirinya menjadi tidak waras…
uHmm…